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The other leg was jealous?

22 Monday Sep 2014

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Since the beginning of my MS journey, I’ve always had trouble with my left leg.  I periodically “lose” it (it just goes numb and seems to disappear), or I get pins and needles, or (my favorite!) I get burning pain that can impact my toes, my leg, my hip, and sometimes all of it.

In late July I was in bed one night and realized that I had no feeling on the top of my big toe.  My RIGHT big toe.  I decided to approach it in as zen-like a state as I could and just shrugged and thought maybe it was the new shoes I had bought recently.  The numbness continued and started to move slightly so that it was numb around the nail bed and a bit along the inside of the toe.  I stopped wearing the shoes for four days.  No change.  Still, I refused to panic – typically my go to response.  I decided to monitor it to make sure it didn’t spread and to move on with life.  I mean, it’s just the big toe right?

The following three weeks were pretty stressful.  I had a few crazy days at work and wasn’t sleeping much.  I spent a bit too much time in a very hot building and noticed afterward that both feet were completely numb instead of just the left.

I stood up one day at home shortly afterward and started to fall.  My right foot had basically turned outward somehow without me noticing that it wasn’t holding me up.  This happened a few more times.  I started walking slower and focusing on my gait again and paying attention to the right foot to avoid walking on the side of it.  I tried my best to adjust, but it was challenging.  One of the docs showed me some exercises that would help to strengthen the muscle on the right side of the right foot which seemed inexplicably weaker then my usually troublesome left side.  I even woke up one morning early when my right calf muscle seized (this feeling may go down as one of the worst ways to wake from a deep sleep).

At this point I thought it may be good to get a neurologist involved.  Clearly the problem wasn’t just going away.  I called my local doc who was out of town and his assistant recommended that I call the MS Specialist.  They ordered some lab work and we waited for the result.

So, it turns mild UTI that I’ve had for ages has become significantly worse.  Apparently it is fairly common in MS to have UTIs.  I’ve had no symptoms that would make me think of that possibility.  I also understand the lack of symptoms to be a fairly common occurrence when patients have spinal lesions.

Long story short, I’m on an antibiotic and am anxious to see if the feeling returns in my right big toe once the infection is under control.   As stated in the article linked above: “A person with a UTI may experience a pseudo-exacerbation. Although no underlying disease activity exists, the infection and accompanying elevation in body temperature may cause other MS symptoms to flare up temporarily. Once the UTI is treated, however, these symptoms should subside.”

We’ll chalk this up to yet another learning experience?

Educational Event

14 Saturday Jun 2014

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Several weeks ago W and I attended an MS dinner program in Charlotte.  It was put on by MS News and Views and instead of being sponsored by a single drug company, it was sponsored by several which means that the information provided to us was largely unbiased.  There were two presenters: Jessica Thomas, a social worker and MS advocate who spoke about MS and its impact on the family and Dr. Jeffrey, an MS Specialist in the area who spoke about emerging therapies.

My major takeaways from Dr. Jeffrey’s talk:

  • Although there are an estimated 400,000 people in the US with MS, those numbers are based on 1994 data and the true number is likely much higher
  • MS is the leading cause of disability in young people in the US today
  • the etiology is unknown – it is guessed to be auto-immune or may be triggered by a virus in individuals with appropriate genetic susceptibility
  • It was thought that Epstein Barr Virus may be the culprit; however, it has not be found in the brains of patients who dies from MS complications
  • When MRIs are completed with contrast dye (gadolinium), the dye is picked up into areas of active inflammation
  • “Silent explosions” are lesions that are shown as enhancing lesions on MRI that may not be physically noticeable (no symptoms), but over time will lead to cognitive decline
  • There is typically a pre-clinical phase when patients experience silent explosions and patients generally do not feel good (this definitely happened to me)
  • For every non silent attack (spinal cord lesions or optic neuritis for example), there are typically 5-10 new silent lesions
  • In absence of treatment, Relapsing Remitting MS transitions to Secondary Progressive in 50% of cases and typical time to walking with a cane is 15 years (average)
  • The goal of treatment is to keep the lesion load to zero because you don’t want a lesion to hit at a strategic location (one spinal lesion can equal a wheelchair)
  • Ocrelizumab/Ofatumumab – Should be FDA approved in 2016.  Humanized form of Rituxan/Rituximab (monoclonal antibody) with positive outcomes in clinical trials.  80% decrease in relapse rate at 6 months and a 97% decrease in gadolinium enhancing lesions.  In a two year time period, only 2 of 200 patients had new lesions.

For those who are interested, the entire program was video taped and it is available online for viewing in two parts.  The first presentation below is Dr. Jeffrey’s talk followed by the Q&A.  For those who are evaluating MS treatments, I would highly recommend watching it.  His presentation goes through each of the newer medications in detail and he introduces several new drugs that are coming to market.  Of particular interest to me, Dr. Jeffrey talked about Rituxan (Rituximab) briefly – the drug that I am on.  You can hear that portion if you skip ahead to 1:10 or so and around 1:14 I ask about switching from Rituxan to one of the new medications in 2016.

The second video is Jessica’s talk about MS and the family.  Although we don’t have children and are not planning to have any, I think her talk would be hugely helpful for anyone who has MS and has/is around small children.  I appreciate many of her comments about adjusting to the disease.

If you have MS (or any chronic illness for that matter), I would suggest seeking education events like this one that is not sponsored by any individual drug company.  Unless you are specifically interested in the drug being promoted, this type of event will offer a much better, more balanced learning experience.

Six Month Anniversary

17 Saturday May 2014

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Well, it has officially been six months since my diagnosis.  My partial anniversary.  In the MS world, folks seems to consider you a newbie for the first couple years at least, so it doesn’t mean much from that perspective, but for me it was an event of sorts – a hurdle I have managed to overcome.  Although not wiser, I definitely feel more knowledgeable.  I have sucked up MS related information like a sponge and can rattle off a disturbing amount of information.  I am doing my best to keep up with the research that is available and periodically troll through scientific papers that I only partially understand just to get an idea of studies and outcomes.

A few pieces of advice:

1 – Register with the National MS Society.  Reach out to an MS Navigator.  I registered for this program as soon as I received my diagnosis and was amazed by the knowledge these folks can provide.  They started by sending me a list of doctors, email newsletters and connected me with the local chapter.  I even received reading material via mail including a book for the newly diagnosed that was a huge help.  Understanding the disease itself even in a basic way and hearing as many times as possible how different the experience is for each MSer is so very important early on.

2- Ask for help when you need it.  And you will.  Thankfully my husband stepped up without any requests from me and took over tons of stuff around the house that I was having trouble managing on my own.  I asked for concessions at work and they were kindly granted (As a caveat here, I work in a small environment.  For a larger employer, you may wish to seek advice and be very familiar with your rights before approaching an employer).  I found a counselor when I need one.  Although I continue to be slightly frustrated with some of my limitations, I am not afraid to ask for and receive the help I need.

3 – Find a good support group.  The National MS Society has a listing of local chapters and they should be able to direct you to a support group meeting near you.   If you don’t have any luck there, ask your neurologist or MS specialist or call a social worker through your local hospital.   Before attending make sure you know if care partners are welcome.  Some groups and events are aimed for patients only while others are only for the care partners.  Everyone will have their preference, but since W has been so involved since the beginning, I wanted to find a group that would allow us both to attend.

4 – Assuming you are a newbie, try to find a support group that is geared toward the newly diagnosed or those who are minimally impacted even if it is not the closest one to you.  I was grateful to learn this fact early on from an honest social worker who explained that some of the support groups are made up of folks who have had the disease for many, many years and/or are severely impacted.  Keep in mind that disease modifying therapies are relatively new medications, so many people with MS today went years without therapy.  I think if I walked into my first support group meeting and found most people in wheelchairs and/or experiencing and discussing significant cognitive issues, it would have been a very different experience.  I would have honestly been scared, a bit depressed, and less likely to share.

5 – Connect with others.  I felt so very alone during my diagnosis process.  Don’t get me wrong, I have a hugely supportive family, a wonderful husband and even have remarkable support at work.  All the same, I was the one going through the process and experiencing the symptoms and no one around me could completely understand that.  I’ve only just started to get over this by connecting with others through email, facebook and in person at events.  It’s funny because I am a bit of a hermit yet in this, I seem to need and crave interaction with others like me.

6 – Although I encourage connecting with others, choose those connections wisely.  Early on I joined every facebook support group I could find.  It didn’t take long to realize that the world is filled with many people who, when faced with an obstacle in life, respond negatively.  Don’t get me wrong, some negativity is natural.  I was depressed for quite some time and focused on the worst case scenario.  Then I brushed myself off with some help from W, my family, and a counselor and am trying to move on.  There is a huge difference in that and being negative all. the. time.  It isn’t healthy and it definitely isn’t helpful to be around.  So, I started departing facebook groups one at a time.  Some I left completely, others I just turned off so I am still a member, but I don’t see posts unless I go looking for them.  It helped.

Six pieces of advise from one newbie to another in honor of my six month anniversary.  It’s not cake, but it is my current version of a celebration and I hope others may find it useful.

Another First: Support Group Meeting

10 Saturday May 2014

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Since Oct of 2013, W and I have experienced a ton of firsts.  My life has revolved a bit around weirdness and unexpected things and every once in a while it just still catches me off guard.  I may pause while taking my nightly pills and wonder how I ended up this way, or giggle strangely sitting in a specialist’s office when I look around and realize I am the youngest person in there by at least 30 years.

With all the crazy firsts, there have also been plenty of amazing ones.  Last month, W and I attended our first MS support group meeting.  It was something that I wanted to do, but things kept getting in the way.  The closest meeting to us is about 45 minutes away and is only held mid week in the evenings.  As I was battling fatigue, it was hard to convince myself that this was a necessary step.  We’re lucky enough to have a support group that is specifically for the newly diagnosed, so this time we told ourselves we would go regardless of the circumstances, and so we did.

I can’t express enough how wonderful it was to be in a room of other MS patients who were just talking about whatever was going on in their lives.  Some talked about medication, others about frustrations with doctors or new symptoms and overall stress.  The group leaders are a husband/wife team who are amazing and took the time to make sure that everyone in the room talked even just briefly.  I am not one to speak in public, even in a small group setting like this, but they encouraged me to talk about Rituxan as they have not had anyone in the group on that particular medication.  I spouted off an abbreviated version of my story, a bit about the medication and my experience with it and answered some questions.  I even managed to get a few giggles from folks while I was talking.  Everything is confidential, so I felt totally comfortable sharing and honestly am incredibly excited to go back.

Multiple Sclerosis: Education Event

12 Wednesday Feb 2014

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Recently my husband and I had the opportunity to attend an MS educational event held in a near by city.  Since there is no support group local to us, it was literally my first time being around other MS patients in person (other than maybe in a doctor’s office?).  We estimated 150+ folks there.  We walked in, registered, and sat down at a table for a morning snack and I immediately started to cry.  My husband looked very confused and all I could say is “I am not alone.”  If I got nothing else out of that trip, it was such a relief to be in a large room with so many people who had MS and to see the various stages.  There were folks in a wheelchairs to be sure, some with canes, but many were walking around.  I didn’t see too many people my age (early 30s), but that didn’t bother me too much.

The event was sponsored by a drug company, so there was a healthy dose of infomercial-ness about it (as you would expect), but I also got quite a bit out of the speakers and the Q&A at the end of the main talk.  For those who were diagnosed long ago, these facts would have been clear or even common sense, but there were several rather enlightening things I learned that I wanted to share:

  • Although many MS patients (myself included) experience symptoms in a foot or leg, there is actually no damage to the nerves in that location.  The hands, feet, legs, etc are fine.  The damage is only occurring in the brain, spinal cord, and optic nerve.
  • The myelin damage (damage to the coating around the nerves) that occurs in the central nervous system slows the speed of transmission of signals.  This explains why sometimes you “tell” your body to do something and it will, but not quite when you may expect it to.
  • MS does not pre-dispose you to other illnesses (ex: sinus infections).  The disease itself is not marked by a “high” or “low” immune system, but an immune disruption
  • A relapse = longer than 24 hour acute new symptoms or worsening of existing symptoms
  • The MS popluation is generally broken down into sub types: 85% have Relapsing Remitting MS (RRMS), 10% have Primary Progressive MS (PPMS), and 5% have Progressive Relapsing MS (PRMS).
  • 50% of those with RRMS used to progress to Secondary Progressive MS (SPMS) without treatment
  • Relapsing Remitting MS is simply characterized by not getting worse in between relapses.  A RRMS patient may not get fully better (i.e. return to their original state), but they will develop a new baseline and will show no progress of disability until the next relapse (this was a HUGE light bulb for me as I have been waiting to return to my pre-attack state which may never happen)
  • MS affects 2.1 million people worldwide and 400,000 folks in the US
  • MS is most common in colder climates (further from the equator)
  • The risk if you have a first degree relative with MS is 1/40
  • “Invisible” MS symptoms make it hard for patients to look sick – fatigue is a good example
  • The first MS medication was introduced in 1993 (!! that is SO recent)
  • If you decrease relapses and decrease new lesions, you will decrease disability progression
  • Early treatment slows the course of MS

Hopefully there was a tidbit above that is as helpful or encouraging to other folks as it was for me.  We are attending another educational event in May and we are definitely looking forward to it!